Time for Change! :)

I know that I haven't posted anything for a while.  And frankly I am not even sure if anyone reads my blog.  But that is ok, because sometimes I just like to type out my feelings or whatever is going on.  After the new year I made a resolution to lose some weight and get healthy again.  My whole rollercoaster with trying to have a baby and it not happening has taken a toll on my health (only in the weight department).  So I have decided to put aside my worrying about procreating and focus more on what I should have been all along.  ME!!  I realized that I loved the way that I looked when I had come home from a 6 month deployment after working so very hard to lose almost 30 lbs.  So I hae made up my mind to do it again.  But this time I am not "cheating" (last time I was on Hydroxycut).  Now it is banned from the Navy and no one in the Navy is allowed to use it.  It is also very bad for you.  So, I am doing it all naturale!!!  At the beginning of this year I started at (dramatic pause) a hefty 190!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I am happy to say that right now I am down to 177!!  Only 13 lbs, but it wasn't easy!!  And I also have to get down to 165 by May.  (My Navy weight standard)  I have to work very hard and I always have to motivate myself!!!  It is really hard at times!!  But I just wanted to share where I am and what I want to do.